Got a shout out from the Pictures of the Year International contest last week here. It’s nice to have the work I am doing in Afghanistan get an award again. Also really happy for Matt, Justin, Danny, and my man Steve as well.

Contests are contests. There’s a lot of weird feelings all the way around them. I try to be philosophical about all of it. I see them as a good opportunity for me to take stock of the last year of work, to get an idea of where my pictures are heading and if I have been communicating the way I want to be. No they aren’t always fair, yes they are controversial, no they don’t really decide what work is great versus what isn’t. They are what they are. It’s nice to get noticed, it’s even better to see your friends get noticed, and when you don’t win it’s important to remember it doesn’t reflect on the work. It’s a contest, so it goes. Better not to take it too seriously.
The tough part is winning an award for taking a picture of what might be the worst thing that ever happened to someone. It’s ok, I don’t feel too conflicted about it. I know my role, what I am trying to do there, that it’s important that people see it from an outside perspective. But it’s still weird. Sometimes I read the big debates around photography, war coverage, all of it, and I just don’t relate. It is important to talk about and understand, important to reflect on, for sure. But it just doesn’t seem that complicated. It’s like I tell the guys when I am on an embed- “I don’t want anything bad to happen to anyone today. I don’t want anyone to get hurt or lose their life. But I know that bad things happen here, and that’s why I am here. That if something does happen, I want to be there to show it to people, so they understand, so it didn’t happen for nothing.”
Anyway, August 1st was one of those bad days. I won’t ever stop thinking about it. And it does feel strange to see the word award next to a picture of something you might rather forget. But that isn’t our luxury. And besides, Cpl. Hopp’s sister emailed me the other day. She says he is well, back from Marjah and wants a copy of the photo. Manny emailed me yesterday, I was with him again at Walter Reed last month, and he is doing better all the time. Now he is running half marathons, and is in California right now competing in the warrior games. Turning a bad day into a good life. Amen.